I’m Trying

I’m trying but I feel I’m failing tonight. 

Failing to be positive or see the good in life.

Today felt like a fog

Headache and slowly dragging my body to work

Trying to remember to breath 

Trying to remember that I’m not alone

Sometimes I forget and think people really don’t care

That I’m forgettable 

Trying to rest but getting no rest

Trying to be good to my body but not 

I’m ready to go home but what does that even mean

Wait and see, wait and see