I'll Be Home in October

Gosh today, I just feel so lonely. It was a busy day. I had visits to do and notes to write and a song to practice. I got home early which was nice but then it all hit me how lonely I feel in this moment. I just really miss my best friend. I was processing some today in my car, just processing my life and my choices and the last year of my life and just feeling so let down by the Lord. I wish the Lord could show me goodness and heaven on earth. I really feel like I need to see it. I've seen so much brokenness and it feels like it's tearing me up inside. It was good to process but there's still so much more to do.

Here is the song I'm playing tomorrow.